KoTak_peRak

A notes for a man, not a man friend... =)



You good, maybe there will be no one in this world could take a life burden like you, you gave me great inspiration, you gave me something to holding on. But there was a day i cant put any trust on you, not because someone told me, but because i saw it. It isn't about material things that we talk about, this is what inside a heart. I used to admire you because you believe everything i do will be the best, i used to admire you because you are a tough guy, great commander and leader. But, as long as a bridge get falls, you're also lost. You were there in front of me, but i dont find a soul that i recognize from the man you used to be. From you i learned that every hard things in this world came with a reasons, that i got to be strong, that i got to hear everyone, that i got to be open minded. But now, you show me the reversion of that figure. You told me i blame you, i am not, it was only you who feel about it. Now you dont want to see me its okay, you dont want to hear me i will not speak, but i will always smile to you, because i know you love me, i will prove you someday, and you'll be proud of me, then say that this is the best choice i've ever take.


I am a big girl, i can handle it. You supposed a big man, so i think you can handle it too...