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Sejak terakhir kali ketemu ular putih di mimpi, saya bahkan sama sekali gak memprediksi bahwa khayalan saya tentang lamaran yang direncanain kepala saya ternyata jadi kenyataan, hari lamaran cuma tinggal 3 hari lagi, meski masih rumit dan gamang, saya sadar kalau sebentar lagi khayalan saya tentang hidup sempurna di umur 30 an masih single, punya karir di puncak gunung, harta berlimpahan, akan segera musnah, dan Flafh! saya jauh lebih senang dengan kejutan-kejutan baru ini.

You know, life has been change since that offering came to me, offering to be wife, offering to raise children, offering to be accompanied a whole rest of my age, im not that obsessive no more, i am start thinking to be better, because i gotta hold what i am doing before. My lying habit, my cheating trick, and all, i feel this moment has change me, if only God allow me, , ,

i am happy, even yes there is a fear, distraction but i am trully happy,,,

And this post suddenly appear in my head since i saw this picture


Yos and Cucut Picture, once upon a time, this picture may gonna kill me for a while, and okay i confess if i saw it about two weeks ago then i will stay the same. They used to be my best friends, one of them even know who i am, inside out. This picture will gave me the same nightmare as if i am in a room with a clown, used to be.

i've got my own picture, but now i am more afraid if i scratch this picture above into two... And suddenly i feel relieve, i am ...


Guys, so much answer that you have to know in your bad bad life, just need a little of patient, and you will know those bad things actually what the one who will leads you to the best one.