KoTak_peRak

Another Insomnia Eve, i should buy another sleep pills over this habit.. well maybe this is another stupid post but, let this night beautiful with it..

I just watched my two favorite movie last year, The Devil Wear Prada, and 500 Days of Summer, all i pointed in that two movies are Job, and Job and Job, gak sampai seminggu saya akan resmi sebagai pengangguran, and when my father ask me where will i go, next week maybe i would have no answer, im not Jobless but i am sure i am not pay regularly.

I love being here, i mean the environment, all the littest topic here is my life belongs to,, called it research. But, on the other hand,
1. I can't stay where there is still my boyfriend there, i am not saying that i am not happy when he is near to me, i might be cry over the night when he's not here with me, but, this is for our good, his time was always distract by me, he may be feel relieve when i have my own bussiness, well, we decide that this is not a problem no more but,
1.1 I feel like i always be a shadow for him, nobody can saw me my own capacity...i have to go

2. cliche things, but my life need to live in, my family need assurance, my brothers, they have to go to school...

3. BKf maybe great..

But, campus is always great too...

i am confuse ,, so much,,

Let me ask Achmad about this, about what he decide before.... i will meet him tommorow, i, we maybe can figure something here,,,