KoTak_peRak

yesterday, honestly, i got a really bad day,,,,,,,, pathetic one,,,, slappy day one...

aa marah karena banyak hal, my bossy things hurt him a lot... just like a bombs, everyone blew up and faling into pieces.... me?

this is the story....

malam itu dalam rangka masih jaga gengsi, cuma ada satu pembenaran di kepala saya, yaitu adalah bahwa saya benar dan aa salah, saya benar karena selama ini selalu pengen yang terbaik buat kita berdua, saya benar karena aa udah berhenti ngedengerin saya saat ini, bahwa sikapnya berubah bahwa bla bla bla...ya, meskipun pembenaran itu datang bertubi-tubi keadaan hati saya tidak kunjung membaik bahkan lebih buruk, lebih tepatnya seperti merasakan penyangkalan....


i didn't sleep at night,,, the only thing i see was him,,,


kemudian, sebuah foto terpampang di depan muka saya....



i am lose,,, i cannot stand that way,, if i don't want to lose him,,,,


i am already realize that i love him more than i expect, yes i feel so afraid when i thought he might be leave...


there's no other way,,,,

06.00 o'clock in the morning,,,

i got my coat, my bag full of trashes... i don't care i just don't want anything more but to see his face....